Gooooodbye.

Moved to http://unknownrecords.tumblr.com/

Trying to have no regret.

Hello, it's been a month or so since i've update my site so I’m taking this time to blog as the weather is awesome & for some reason! Been really busy with school stuff, everyday going home late after school and during the weekend it's either Family Outing , Friends or Boyfriend. Anway it's been 2month+ with bb already, time pass v fast uh ! We quarrel almost everyday at a certain period, and it make really feels like giving up already. But bb never fails to make me feel loved by him again & again. I love you TristanKoh. ♥ Hehehe, Yayness tomorrow half day of schoooool & 2days of holiday. bb is playing his game right now, guess i'm going to play my game too after blogging.

I love it when,
you put me in the first place, you’ll always care bout me, you always make me smile with the cute expression of yours, you'll piggyback me when i'm tired, you'll cheer me up when you made me angry, you always call me your princess, you made me feel loved by you, you always remind me how much you love me, you'll listen to me, you'll assure me when i keep suspecting, & you'll try your best to give me what i want. Thankyou bb for everything. I'm sorry i couldn't be 24/7 sweet but must remember i'll always love youuuuuuuuu ! If you're reading this, i guess you know the reason why am i updating my blog on now right ? hehehehe, winkzxc.

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This aching heart aint broken yet.

Hello, it's me and bf first-sary! ♥♥♥ Facetime with bf and talkbox till 3am. ^.^ Was awake at 9am but was feeling super tiring so wanted to rest for about 5-10 mins more? End up i overslept and woke up @ 10am instead ! I'm late to meet bf at his place, went to Funan pastamania for lunch after that bf went home and i went to meet my friend. K, pathetic right to spend with bf for that 2hours for our first-sary! But nevermind, we still have alot of time for each other, hehehe! :$ Hsh around 10.

Boyfriend, It's our first-sary already! We should be enjoying ourself and be superduper happy, even happier than all the time we had tgt. But we are actually quarreling over stupid stuffs currently. I've said what i wanted to say via text at 12am sharp already, so i think i'm just gona talk about the what i'm feeling. Your words hurt me, it really hurt me that i couldn't hold back my tears. I'm so sorry for not being able to give you any secure feelings but bby i'm feeling the way you're feeling too. I'm afraid that you would do the same thing like what you did to her.. i'm really very afraid that the same thing would happen to me. You're not completely mine yet and this is the worst part of everything. I don't know how to put it in words anymore, i don't know how to prove it to you anymore... i already tried my best.

PICTURE UPLOADER IS GIVING ME PROBLEM SO NO PICTURE TODAY, TOMORROW PICTURESSSSSSzxc.

I want us to be the object of envy.

X O X O

Hello, 've been neglecting my site for exactly 2weeks, haha. No idea where did i get my inspiration to blog today also , maybe i'm just too bored don't know what to do and maybe because bf says he want to stalk! Hahaha! Can't remember what i exactly did each day the past 2week, Only remember meeting boyfriend at his area movie movie and movie ! Nevertheless, i also finally met my girlfriends for movieeeeee, haven't been meeting them ever since dk when. Catch up alot with them, haha.

Dad send me to bf place today in the morning, watch drama with bf on his comp for alittle while before heading over to ps to do bf stuffs , bought the same iphone cover but different colour & had ljs for early dinner after that headed back to bf area to put his stuff at his place, relax at one corner with bf. Roflzxc. Train back to pasir ris, went over to elias mall to meet girlfriends. Send yt bby home then hsh. Heheheheehhehehe.



i took about more than an hour to actually finish one complete post because i can't lift my finger off my handphone from spamming text with bf , playing with emoji. HAHAHA. kkk i'm doneeeeeeeeeeeee.

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You can only see my smile but not my tears.

Hello, skipped PE today. Slack alittle while, went back to class had IT test. A surprise test i suppose ? Hahahaha, i failed the first test but passed the second test. Hehehehehe ! After school, went to chitchat with classmate at random blk. Around 5.15pm, train back home and then went to get prepared and stuff and went to have dinner with family.

29th's ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

愛我還是他

Hello, school's like awesomeeeee because i completed my java task by myself, ohmygawd i'm so awesome! Hehehehe. Lesson ended slightly eariler than expected, went to random blk and slack with my awesome classmates. 5.30pm train back home , reached home and decided to have subway for dinner. So went to whitesand subway with andy and liling ! After subway, went to cotton on to meet tammy , window shop alittle while. Bus back to house area, camwhore for alittle while hsh to watch the channel 8 , 9pm show! Hehehehe.

Stupid boyfriend, i'm so sorry for making you felt like i'm taking your corcern for granted. I really didn't meant that way, i'm so so sorry. :( I love you. ♥♥♥♥♥♥

I'm afraid once i start falling deeper, you're gona leave.

Hello, today was family day! Went to marina barrage with family at around 4pm+ , the weather is epic hot like mxm. Walk & photo spam for alittle while, headed to East coast road walk around the street and settle down at some korean restraunt to have our dinner. Headed to parkway to have our desserts, and went to buy koi ! After that , headed to loyang point to get my medicine cream and had my itouch screen protector changed & a new itouch cover ! Hehehehe, hsh around 9pm, auditionsea with boyfriend and then blackshot , now updating going to bed like a sooon !

Boyfriend, I love you and i never wana stop loving you. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Paranoid.

Hello, today's fine with alittle bit of perfection because i'm going to meet my secret lover!!! hehe, asked sister if she wana come along with me to meet him at his area. Prepared and stuff, went down to get my stuff and then headed to 400+ to slack while deciding with my stupid boyfriend where to go and stuff, had a tiny arguement with him. Nigel came over and had alittle chat, then cab with liling to his area. Went to vivocity and caught a movie "Ladaland" and after movie, went to some market to have our dinner then Back to his area, talk slack and etc. Cab home around 10pm.

I don't know if what i'm doing is right or wrong, but i'm willing to give it a shot. ♥♥♥♥♥ I love you.

Take my hand and close your eye.

Hello, i mentioned that things are getting so much better in the previous post didnt i ? Tsk, guess what, Love is giving me problems again. :( I really hate what i'm always feeling but for him, i don't care or mind at all. But why is it that this time, i just couldn't pretend about the fact that his not mine from the start. I wana see him but at the same time i wana avoid, no one would understand how i'm feeling right now. I keep asking myself whether if i've made the right choice again and again. I really want to pretend like nothing's wrong, but this time those words are harsh and it seriously proves how much he can't live without her. He mind so much about how would she think and he didn't even thought of my feelings. It just hurt so bad, i really wana cry out loud on the spot, telling him how much his word had hurt me, but i just couldn't bring myself to do it. Perhaps, i just wana put on a strong side of me infront of him. k, maybe i should stop ranting. Anyway, school's fine, long hours of lesson but afterall i still enjoyed myself with my classmates.

I miss you, I miss your voice, I miss your touch , I miss the love that is almost there, i just misses you so much whenever you're out of my sight.

29th, i love my secret lover.

Hello, things are getting so much better in my life right now - love, friend , family and everything. I learnt to forgive and forget and to let go. Skipped 2nd-7th june due to lazyness , hehe! I'm actually still lazy right now, so short and sweeet post today uh! I love today sooooo much, hehehe! Bedok > TiongBahru > Vivo > TiongBahru > Simei > Central > Home at around 6pm+ after meeting Sammy and i caught two movie in a row like about 10mins break only in between at vivo - Insidious and X-men: First class !

I miss my secret lover, hope he text me soooon! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

When it’s good, it’s really good and when it’s bad - it’s the worst.

i.miss.my.secrect.lover.

I always thought.

Harliew ! Finally i've the inspiration to blog after 5 days of not blogging , so much things happening to my life, to be exact it never stopped before. Hahaha, obviously life's such a dog uh, i swear i really hate what i'm having now. When will problems stop coming to me, Relationships, Family issue and now even friendship. **Sigh.

24th - 26th may , i spend my everyday after school life with kristy like usual. Talk deek, joke and etc. 27th may , was suppose to go out with classmate to celebrate my birthday but didn't manage to afterall. Got no idea where to go and was too tired to do anything, so went to meet wenjun at his house after that. Sister came over to find me , talk and stuff went to prp to sit down and chitchat. Wenjun send us home at 10pm+

28th may , Happy birthday to myself ! :$ This year birthday wasn't an enjoyable one , because all last minute plans so didn't really do much this year. Went to kbox with Kristy , Liling & Meifei, bryan & friend join us after that. Thought we could enjoy ourselves but didn't expect things turns out ugly and unpleasant things happen. :( Yaaaa, so after that derrick came to pass me my GUCCI PERFUME!!! and a LOVELY cake for birthday present. He went off soon after he passed me and headed to prp to meet wenjun , slack and talk deek and stuff. Kristy and meifei went off to somewhere. So, slack around with liling & wenjun ~ Wenjun send us to meet sammy & friends around 9pm+. Heart to heart talk with Sammy , talk till 11pm+ . Walk back home , quarreled with parents when reached home.

29th may, Family day. Went to expo for food fair & some other fair :) 30th may, School's fineee! The best day ever in school today. I spoke to him for the very first time after contacting for a certain period and the fact is his my classmate! Awwwww, he bought me sweeeeeet because im craving for it. Hehehehe ! Slack awhile with classmate outside school for alittle while, and recieved a phone call and was really pissed and disappointed. Cab down to central with michael & victoria to meet huishan, kristy , theodora & titus. Talk for alittle while, cab down to downtown to talk some things with meifei & co. After that, everything was alright and hsh around 6pm+ .

I thought we were strong , but now i realise we ain't at all. Small matters lead us to what we were again before. I thought you were the one who understands me well ... but now i doubt so. You doesn't really trust me, if you do you wouldn't even suspect it was me. ( I didn't assume , but you should know it yourself if you ever really had thought for that few second or min, i were the one. if you ever really trusted me, you wouldn't even have confronted me.) So saddening uh, sometime it just doesn't pay to be good. Hahaha , Let's just hope things we go back to how it was before when all this things happened. Money is really everything uh, how true. Money can really take away friendships too.

Almost shed a tears that i shouldn't, nothing last forever.

You ain't shit without your crew.

Hellooo, it's been sometime since i update my site. Too much things is happening to me this month , too problematic. Spend my after school time with Sumpat kristy. Yeah, we started contacting each other again, awesome much? ^^

School's extremely boring i swear, always hoping for friday to come like asap. Spend my past few weekend shopping with sumpat kristy and liling or ehub with jeremy & co. Srsly i got nothing much to update about, promise to do a proper post asap when i've the time.

I wana catch up with all my friends asap, and my birthday is coming in 4more days ! Ain't excited about my birthday at all because till now, got no plans at all. Most probably spending my birthday away like a normal day. I'm more excited for weekend and school holiday, hahahaha! See how much i hate school ! :@

Ohmygawd, i love Yoseob. Don't you think his sooooooooo cute ? :$ I'm kinda sort of obessed with kpop beast & 2ne1 song like recently. Hehehehehe.

这是你欠我的.

Hellooooo ! Ohmygawd, i didn't update my site for quite a number of days already eh! Know what ? I'm a happygurl94 already, i got back my freedom and i finally got rid of a jerk in my life. hehehehe, be happy for me okay. I finally have the courage to let go of this miserable relationship. I'm Offically Single ! :B Hiakhiak !

Shall skip those previous post eh, too lazy to update every single bit of it. 13May , Meet up with kristySanrio with liling at our house area and train to somerset, scape (Flee market) to shop. Bought a top at flee market & met up with classmate for alittle while. Then went to have late lunch at kopitiam ^^ Chawamushi !!! Hahaha ! After walking around scape, decided to go far east to shop, walk over to far east and shop! Nothing much caught my eye actually, but bought a brown baggy short pants. Enough of shopping so cab back to pasir ris area and then slack and talk deek, Ahpui came and find us after that some stuff happen. :) Hsh around 11pm. ^^

My birthday is coming like in a few more days but im not even a bit excited about it cause it's gona be a boring birthday this year. :'( Hehehehehehe.

我对自己说 "我一定要快乐".

Helloooooooo! Skip yesterday's post because it's just too boring to talk about how i spend my entire day in school. Class ended @ 4pm+ , waited at classroom with michael for jieyun. Talk nonsense with class advisor. Around 5pm+, went to take train back to pasir ris. Went to whitesand to get some stuff for siblings, imm a awesome sister right ? :$ Hahahaha ! I'm feeling super tired already and i still have to go whitesand to get stuff for them !! Hsh around 8pm.

Today, Class starts @ 8am today, but went in class @ 9 with daniel & victoria. :\ Was to lazy to go to class, cause it's really boring !!!!!! Watch a super long video, suppose to end class @ 11 but because of that video it ended @ 11++. For the ++, also time okay !!! Went to slack with standard people and then train back to pasir ris get somethings and then went over to meet luvs. Zanna Chew & One of my classmate , Geraldine (Which is zanna friends) Came over. Talk deek etccccc. Around 7pm+, they left luvs house. Luvs is hungry, so decided to go to my house area take away his dinner and settle ourself @ pasir ris park pit 64!

Looking at the sea, eat dinner and talk deek ! Hahahaha, i think i really irratied luvs today alot with all my stupid inside jokes. HAHAHA. But at least he still laugh and joke about it ! Hehehehe. When we're about to go back home that time, i gave luvs alot problem like " Ohmygawd, my things left there" and we had to go back there just to get it. But he didn't complain!!!! Ohmygawd, how awesome can he be ? LOL! K, i think miracles gona happen soon.Rofl. Well, i spend my day today happily although i cried at certain times infront of luvs. Hsh around 10pm.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACOB WONG !!!!!!! Brother's birthday coming in 4 more days, 2nd monthsary is coming in 5more days. Hahahahaha !!

我努力想结束这段迷失的感情 可我发现没有勇气和你说再见 难到注定爱上你最后伤的是自己..我想问一问你 能否爱我一次, 遗憾我并不是你唯一 ... :(

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Hiiiiiii, shall update blog in a new post because the previous post the spacing seriously dam ruined. No idea why either, hahahaha ! So i spend my whole afternoon playing blackshot. Ohmygawd, my kd dropped like from 56% to 50%. What the fuck uh !!!!!!! :( I want GS !!!!!!!!!!!!! Which kind soul wana buy for me ? Hahaha. Anyway, I miss my boyfriend, His busy working recently means Not much time for me :( AND YOU KNOW WHAT... I'm fucking jealouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuus about some stuff. Argh, fuck my lifeeeeeeeee max.

Ahhhhhhhh bored, Class end @ 6pm tomorrow ! So dam lateeeee, still gotta go whitesand to get some stuff before i could head home. Im soooo lack of $$ recently , I neeed $$. I wana find a job and also to keep myself occupied and busy so i wouldn't have the god dam time to think of unnesscary stuff and make myself feel like i am some depression bitch.

I fucking hate her, i don't know why either. I can't stop stalking her wall even though she seriously irks me alot, ohmygawd!!! I fucking hate the way she behaves and the way she tries all her best to act cute. Dam...... Seriouslyyyyy , I FUCKING HATE HER.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA, IM OBVIOUSLY TRYING TO MAKE MY POST LOOOOOK LONGER! LOL , BUT I SRSLY FAIL CAUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE !! LOLOL , K .... not funny. Anyway, ! I love my boyfriend. (k)

From start to finish, you never knew the real me.

Helloooooooooooooooooooo! I'm feeling so fuckup now and i'm so bored at home. I'm so jealous jealous jealous jealous, Jealousy do kills. I really hate knowing the truth but at the same time i also wana know the truth, seriously i don't know what the fuck i want anymore. My eyes are always giving up liquid whenever i thinks about the short love we had. All those sweet times are just gona remain as a memories already, how saddening ah ! Shall take a step at a time for now , just hope everything will eventually goes well in the future.

I'm gona do it in point form today, im just too lazy to update like every single shit. I wana blackshot soon ! ^^

02May :

• Rot at home , blackshot.


• Tiff with parents because of siblings.(Unreasonable)


• Went to loyang point meetup with KristySanrio & JeremyChang.


• Gerald & Sammy came and join us @ blk 247 Seven-Eleven.


• Hsh @ 7pm+

03May :

• Went for breakfast @ Bedok with dad.


• Reporting


• Skiped school, cause school started @ 1.


• Went to loyang secondary to pick KristySanrio from school.


• Met Evelyn , slack alittle.


• Went to Kristy house to wait for her get prepared.


• Bus to Downtown meet WeeWee, Ivan, Jeffery & co .


• Went for movie with kristy & jeremy. " A chinese ghost story. "


• After movie, meet up with ivan & co again including Ryan & Sihao.


• Slack alittle while, Hsh @ 7pm+.

04May :

• Meet up with shanice, jieyun & daniel outside school.


• Went in class like 1hour late.


• Boring lessons as usual.


• Emo lunch-break .


• Class ended @ 2. Took a longer way back home.


• Hsh @ 3pm+

Gona blackshot now, (Y) I miss my boyfriend. Update later !

@4.35pm.

Give me a reason to forget my decision.

I'm putting in the effort and you're not even trying,

i'm like someone trying to fix back a broken mirror.
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Hello readers, Finally a proper post after don't know how many days of neglecting my site. Have been facing so much issue in my life past few days that i could hardly handle it. But thanks to my awesome friends that's always giving advice and ways to deal with it. But i just can't bring myself to do it, ikr. I suck :( Anyway, today's a awesome day with awesome friends, Jayden, Blended & NicoleDarling.

Woke up at 9.30am , went to get prepared and stuff. Jayden came to pick me up from my house downstair, drove to meet Nicoledarling @ her workplace. Jayden treated me 3hours lan ! Awesome right ! I didn't bring any cash out today, ohmygawd! Around 1pm+, drove to don'tknow where to pick blended up then drove to JurongWest to pick boyfriend up and send boyfriend to work @ Iluma. Headed back to NicoleDarling workplace , slack alittle while and waited for NicoleDarling to end work then send NicoleDarling back home to change and stuff.

Had our late lunch @ a mini cafe under NicoleDarling block. Jayden treat , (Y) After lunch, send blended to chruch @ don'tknow where ._. and then headed to serangoon cc to sing ktv. Met DarrenQuek @ cc for alittle while then went back to ktv to sing. Blended came to find us @ serangoon ktv after that. SingSingSing till 8pm+ , drove back to pasir ris area slack alittle while. Jayden & Blended went off first. Slack around with NicoleDarling & Diana Goh, Around 10pm, walk NicoleDarling to her friend house then hsh . ♥ Gona watch ' My ex ' dvd with siblings. :)

Honeymoon period is over, it's fading. I've tried my best and i'm really tired. I missed Eleventh's.

Idon'tknowwhattopost.

Skipped 25th , 26th , 27th , 28th , 29th post. Lazylazylazy :(
Rotting at home today, (Y) Blackshot. Ciaoszxc.

Gotta pretend that i don't give a dam.

Hello readers, i'm super sorry for neglecting my blog since april 16th. I'm just too lazy to touch my computer, don't have any inspiration either. I'm sick and tired of my blogskin and is also a reason why i don't wana update my site. hehehe. Since i'm in school and i don't wana listern to what so I'll just post whatever thing i can remember the past few days eh ! Hopefully school internet connection don't go down out of the sudden. :(

18th - 21th april is school days obviously. Had so much fun in school with my awesome entertaining classmates. Going home late almost everyday , Either class late or went to lepak with classmate. Hahaha, talk cock sing song and stuffs. 22th is good friday ! which mean i've extra day to go out ! ^^ On the 21th april, end school around 5pm+. Went to catch "Scream4" with sister at ehub, 7pm++ movie. Rate it 4/5! Walk home with sister after movie, play with lazer while walking home, disturbing random people. Fun max, met daryl and amos under blk. Talk cock for alittle while and hsh.

22th april , Sentosa with Zhilin, Michael & mika. Woke up around 9am +, get prepared and then went to bus/train to harbour front. On the way to meet them, recieved a text from luvs. I completely forgot about i've to meet him actually. So went to sentosa with zhilin,michael & mika for alittle while. Left them around 4pm, ohmygawd. I feel super bad about pangseh-ing them, Fml. :( Cab to meet luvs and then slackslack talkdeek and stuff. Riding at pasir ris park ^^. Hsh around 10pm+

23th april , woke up at 10am + went to get prepared and train over to boonlay to meet boyfriend. Boyfriend is still sleeping when i reached, so slack alittle while before going up to boyfriend house. Slept at boyfriend house , Woke up at about 4pm and went to gekpo awhile to walk around alone. Reallly have to think about alot of things :( Around 5pm+ , went back to boyfriend house to have dinner. After dinner, boyfriend friends came ~ Around 9pm+ , went to play lan ! :D Cab back home around 10.30+ , Hsh around 11pm+. :)

24th april , Family day ! Woke up around 3pm+ , went to get prepared and left to queensway shopping centre to shopshop. Bought addias jacket, iphone cover , change screenprotector and a sanrio pouch ! ^^ After that , headed to parkway parade to collect brother's crocs shoes, then went to taiwan porridge to have dinner ! Hsh around 9pm+ ! :)

Update again later when i'm back home ! (k) I love my boyfriend.