Hello, i mentioned that things are getting so much better in the previous post didnt i ? Tsk, guess what, Love is giving me problems again. :( I really hate what i'm always feeling but for him, i don't care or mind at all. But why is it that this time, i just couldn't pretend about the fact that his not mine from the start. I wana see him but at the same time i wana avoid, no one would understand how i'm feeling right now. I keep asking myself whether if i've made the right choice again and again. I really want to pretend like nothing's wrong, but this time those words are harsh and it seriously proves how much he can't live without her. He mind so much about how would she think and he didn't even thought of my feelings. It just hurt so bad, i really wana cry out loud on the spot, telling him how much his word had hurt me, but i just couldn't bring myself to do it. Perhaps, i just wana put on a strong side of me infront of him. k, maybe i should stop ranting. Anyway, school's fine, long hours of lesson but afterall i still enjoyed myself with my classmates.
I miss you, I miss your voice, I miss your touch , I miss the love that is almost there, i just misses you so much whenever you're out of my sight.
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