This aching heart aint broken yet.

Hello, it's me and bf first-sary! ♥♥♥ Facetime with bf and talkbox till 3am. ^.^ Was awake at 9am but was feeling super tiring so wanted to rest for about 5-10 mins more? End up i overslept and woke up @ 10am instead ! I'm late to meet bf at his place, went to Funan pastamania for lunch after that bf went home and i went to meet my friend. K, pathetic right to spend with bf for that 2hours for our first-sary! But nevermind, we still have alot of time for each other, hehehe! :$ Hsh around 10.

Boyfriend, It's our first-sary already! We should be enjoying ourself and be superduper happy, even happier than all the time we had tgt. But we are actually quarreling over stupid stuffs currently. I've said what i wanted to say via text at 12am sharp already, so i think i'm just gona talk about the what i'm feeling. Your words hurt me, it really hurt me that i couldn't hold back my tears. I'm so sorry for not being able to give you any secure feelings but bby i'm feeling the way you're feeling too. I'm afraid that you would do the same thing like what you did to her.. i'm really very afraid that the same thing would happen to me. You're not completely mine yet and this is the worst part of everything. I don't know how to put it in words anymore, i don't know how to prove it to you anymore... i already tried my best.

PICTURE UPLOADER IS GIVING ME PROBLEM SO NO PICTURE TODAY, TOMORROW PICTURESSSSSSzxc.

I want us to be the object of envy.

X O X O

Hello, 've been neglecting my site for exactly 2weeks, haha. No idea where did i get my inspiration to blog today also , maybe i'm just too bored don't know what to do and maybe because bf says he want to stalk! Hahaha! Can't remember what i exactly did each day the past 2week, Only remember meeting boyfriend at his area movie movie and movie ! Nevertheless, i also finally met my girlfriends for movieeeeee, haven't been meeting them ever since dk when. Catch up alot with them, haha.

Dad send me to bf place today in the morning, watch drama with bf on his comp for alittle while before heading over to ps to do bf stuffs , bought the same iphone cover but different colour & had ljs for early dinner after that headed back to bf area to put his stuff at his place, relax at one corner with bf. Roflzxc. Train back to pasir ris, went over to elias mall to meet girlfriends. Send yt bby home then hsh. Heheheheehhehehe.



i took about more than an hour to actually finish one complete post because i can't lift my finger off my handphone from spamming text with bf , playing with emoji. HAHAHA. kkk i'm doneeeeeeeeeeeee.

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You can only see my smile but not my tears.

Hello, skipped PE today. Slack alittle while, went back to class had IT test. A surprise test i suppose ? Hahahaha, i failed the first test but passed the second test. Hehehehehe ! After school, went to chitchat with classmate at random blk. Around 5.15pm, train back home and then went to get prepared and stuff and went to have dinner with family.

29th's ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

愛我還是他

Hello, school's like awesomeeeee because i completed my java task by myself, ohmygawd i'm so awesome! Hehehehe. Lesson ended slightly eariler than expected, went to random blk and slack with my awesome classmates. 5.30pm train back home , reached home and decided to have subway for dinner. So went to whitesand subway with andy and liling ! After subway, went to cotton on to meet tammy , window shop alittle while. Bus back to house area, camwhore for alittle while hsh to watch the channel 8 , 9pm show! Hehehehe.

Stupid boyfriend, i'm so sorry for making you felt like i'm taking your corcern for granted. I really didn't meant that way, i'm so so sorry. :( I love you. ♥♥♥♥♥♥

I'm afraid once i start falling deeper, you're gona leave.

Hello, today was family day! Went to marina barrage with family at around 4pm+ , the weather is epic hot like mxm. Walk & photo spam for alittle while, headed to East coast road walk around the street and settle down at some korean restraunt to have our dinner. Headed to parkway to have our desserts, and went to buy koi ! After that , headed to loyang point to get my medicine cream and had my itouch screen protector changed & a new itouch cover ! Hehehehe, hsh around 9pm, auditionsea with boyfriend and then blackshot , now updating going to bed like a sooon !

Boyfriend, I love you and i never wana stop loving you. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Paranoid.

Hello, today's fine with alittle bit of perfection because i'm going to meet my secret lover!!! hehe, asked sister if she wana come along with me to meet him at his area. Prepared and stuff, went down to get my stuff and then headed to 400+ to slack while deciding with my stupid boyfriend where to go and stuff, had a tiny arguement with him. Nigel came over and had alittle chat, then cab with liling to his area. Went to vivocity and caught a movie "Ladaland" and after movie, went to some market to have our dinner then Back to his area, talk slack and etc. Cab home around 10pm.

I don't know if what i'm doing is right or wrong, but i'm willing to give it a shot. ♥♥♥♥♥ I love you.

Take my hand and close your eye.

Hello, i mentioned that things are getting so much better in the previous post didnt i ? Tsk, guess what, Love is giving me problems again. :( I really hate what i'm always feeling but for him, i don't care or mind at all. But why is it that this time, i just couldn't pretend about the fact that his not mine from the start. I wana see him but at the same time i wana avoid, no one would understand how i'm feeling right now. I keep asking myself whether if i've made the right choice again and again. I really want to pretend like nothing's wrong, but this time those words are harsh and it seriously proves how much he can't live without her. He mind so much about how would she think and he didn't even thought of my feelings. It just hurt so bad, i really wana cry out loud on the spot, telling him how much his word had hurt me, but i just couldn't bring myself to do it. Perhaps, i just wana put on a strong side of me infront of him. k, maybe i should stop ranting. Anyway, school's fine, long hours of lesson but afterall i still enjoyed myself with my classmates.

I miss you, I miss your voice, I miss your touch , I miss the love that is almost there, i just misses you so much whenever you're out of my sight.

29th, i love my secret lover.

Hello, things are getting so much better in my life right now - love, friend , family and everything. I learnt to forgive and forget and to let go. Skipped 2nd-7th june due to lazyness , hehe! I'm actually still lazy right now, so short and sweeet post today uh! I love today sooooo much, hehehe! Bedok > TiongBahru > Vivo > TiongBahru > Simei > Central > Home at around 6pm+ after meeting Sammy and i caught two movie in a row like about 10mins break only in between at vivo - Insidious and X-men: First class !

I miss my secret lover, hope he text me soooon! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

When it’s good, it’s really good and when it’s bad - it’s the worst.

i.miss.my.secrect.lover.