I always thought.

Harliew ! Finally i've the inspiration to blog after 5 days of not blogging , so much things happening to my life, to be exact it never stopped before. Hahaha, obviously life's such a dog uh, i swear i really hate what i'm having now. When will problems stop coming to me, Relationships, Family issue and now even friendship. **Sigh.

24th - 26th may , i spend my everyday after school life with kristy like usual. Talk deek, joke and etc. 27th may , was suppose to go out with classmate to celebrate my birthday but didn't manage to afterall. Got no idea where to go and was too tired to do anything, so went to meet wenjun at his house after that. Sister came over to find me , talk and stuff went to prp to sit down and chitchat. Wenjun send us home at 10pm+

28th may , Happy birthday to myself ! :$ This year birthday wasn't an enjoyable one , because all last minute plans so didn't really do much this year. Went to kbox with Kristy , Liling & Meifei, bryan & friend join us after that. Thought we could enjoy ourselves but didn't expect things turns out ugly and unpleasant things happen. :( Yaaaa, so after that derrick came to pass me my GUCCI PERFUME!!! and a LOVELY cake for birthday present. He went off soon after he passed me and headed to prp to meet wenjun , slack and talk deek and stuff. Kristy and meifei went off to somewhere. So, slack around with liling & wenjun ~ Wenjun send us to meet sammy & friends around 9pm+. Heart to heart talk with Sammy , talk till 11pm+ . Walk back home , quarreled with parents when reached home.

29th may, Family day. Went to expo for food fair & some other fair :) 30th may, School's fineee! The best day ever in school today. I spoke to him for the very first time after contacting for a certain period and the fact is his my classmate! Awwwww, he bought me sweeeeeet because im craving for it. Hehehehe ! Slack awhile with classmate outside school for alittle while, and recieved a phone call and was really pissed and disappointed. Cab down to central with michael & victoria to meet huishan, kristy , theodora & titus. Talk for alittle while, cab down to downtown to talk some things with meifei & co. After that, everything was alright and hsh around 6pm+ .

I thought we were strong , but now i realise we ain't at all. Small matters lead us to what we were again before. I thought you were the one who understands me well ... but now i doubt so. You doesn't really trust me, if you do you wouldn't even suspect it was me. ( I didn't assume , but you should know it yourself if you ever really had thought for that few second or min, i were the one. if you ever really trusted me, you wouldn't even have confronted me.) So saddening uh, sometime it just doesn't pay to be good. Hahaha , Let's just hope things we go back to how it was before when all this things happened. Money is really everything uh, how true. Money can really take away friendships too.

Almost shed a tears that i shouldn't, nothing last forever.

You ain't shit without your crew.

Hellooo, it's been sometime since i update my site. Too much things is happening to me this month , too problematic. Spend my after school time with Sumpat kristy. Yeah, we started contacting each other again, awesome much? ^^

School's extremely boring i swear, always hoping for friday to come like asap. Spend my past few weekend shopping with sumpat kristy and liling or ehub with jeremy & co. Srsly i got nothing much to update about, promise to do a proper post asap when i've the time.

I wana catch up with all my friends asap, and my birthday is coming in 4more days ! Ain't excited about my birthday at all because till now, got no plans at all. Most probably spending my birthday away like a normal day. I'm more excited for weekend and school holiday, hahahaha! See how much i hate school ! :@

Ohmygawd, i love Yoseob. Don't you think his sooooooooo cute ? :$ I'm kinda sort of obessed with kpop beast & 2ne1 song like recently. Hehehehehe.

这是你欠我的.

Hellooooo ! Ohmygawd, i didn't update my site for quite a number of days already eh! Know what ? I'm a happygurl94 already, i got back my freedom and i finally got rid of a jerk in my life. hehehehe, be happy for me okay. I finally have the courage to let go of this miserable relationship. I'm Offically Single ! :B Hiakhiak !

Shall skip those previous post eh, too lazy to update every single bit of it. 13May , Meet up with kristySanrio with liling at our house area and train to somerset, scape (Flee market) to shop. Bought a top at flee market & met up with classmate for alittle while. Then went to have late lunch at kopitiam ^^ Chawamushi !!! Hahaha ! After walking around scape, decided to go far east to shop, walk over to far east and shop! Nothing much caught my eye actually, but bought a brown baggy short pants. Enough of shopping so cab back to pasir ris area and then slack and talk deek, Ahpui came and find us after that some stuff happen. :) Hsh around 11pm. ^^

My birthday is coming like in a few more days but im not even a bit excited about it cause it's gona be a boring birthday this year. :'( Hehehehehehe.

我对自己说 "我一定要快乐".

Helloooooooo! Skip yesterday's post because it's just too boring to talk about how i spend my entire day in school. Class ended @ 4pm+ , waited at classroom with michael for jieyun. Talk nonsense with class advisor. Around 5pm+, went to take train back to pasir ris. Went to whitesand to get some stuff for siblings, imm a awesome sister right ? :$ Hahahaha ! I'm feeling super tired already and i still have to go whitesand to get stuff for them !! Hsh around 8pm.

Today, Class starts @ 8am today, but went in class @ 9 with daniel & victoria. :\ Was to lazy to go to class, cause it's really boring !!!!!! Watch a super long video, suppose to end class @ 11 but because of that video it ended @ 11++. For the ++, also time okay !!! Went to slack with standard people and then train back to pasir ris get somethings and then went over to meet luvs. Zanna Chew & One of my classmate , Geraldine (Which is zanna friends) Came over. Talk deek etccccc. Around 7pm+, they left luvs house. Luvs is hungry, so decided to go to my house area take away his dinner and settle ourself @ pasir ris park pit 64!

Looking at the sea, eat dinner and talk deek ! Hahahaha, i think i really irratied luvs today alot with all my stupid inside jokes. HAHAHA. But at least he still laugh and joke about it ! Hehehehe. When we're about to go back home that time, i gave luvs alot problem like " Ohmygawd, my things left there" and we had to go back there just to get it. But he didn't complain!!!! Ohmygawd, how awesome can he be ? LOL! K, i think miracles gona happen soon.Rofl. Well, i spend my day today happily although i cried at certain times infront of luvs. Hsh around 10pm.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACOB WONG !!!!!!! Brother's birthday coming in 4 more days, 2nd monthsary is coming in 5more days. Hahahahaha !!

我努力想结束这段迷失的感情 可我发现没有勇气和你说再见 难到注定爱上你最后伤的是自己..我想问一问你 能否爱我一次, 遗憾我并不是你唯一 ... :(

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Hiiiiiii, shall update blog in a new post because the previous post the spacing seriously dam ruined. No idea why either, hahahaha ! So i spend my whole afternoon playing blackshot. Ohmygawd, my kd dropped like from 56% to 50%. What the fuck uh !!!!!!! :( I want GS !!!!!!!!!!!!! Which kind soul wana buy for me ? Hahaha. Anyway, I miss my boyfriend, His busy working recently means Not much time for me :( AND YOU KNOW WHAT... I'm fucking jealouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuus about some stuff. Argh, fuck my lifeeeeeeeee max.

Ahhhhhhhh bored, Class end @ 6pm tomorrow ! So dam lateeeee, still gotta go whitesand to get some stuff before i could head home. Im soooo lack of $$ recently , I neeed $$. I wana find a job and also to keep myself occupied and busy so i wouldn't have the god dam time to think of unnesscary stuff and make myself feel like i am some depression bitch.

I fucking hate her, i don't know why either. I can't stop stalking her wall even though she seriously irks me alot, ohmygawd!!! I fucking hate the way she behaves and the way she tries all her best to act cute. Dam...... Seriouslyyyyy , I FUCKING HATE HER.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA, IM OBVIOUSLY TRYING TO MAKE MY POST LOOOOOK LONGER! LOL , BUT I SRSLY FAIL CAUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE !! LOLOL , K .... not funny. Anyway, ! I love my boyfriend. (k)

From start to finish, you never knew the real me.

Helloooooooooooooooooooo! I'm feeling so fuckup now and i'm so bored at home. I'm so jealous jealous jealous jealous, Jealousy do kills. I really hate knowing the truth but at the same time i also wana know the truth, seriously i don't know what the fuck i want anymore. My eyes are always giving up liquid whenever i thinks about the short love we had. All those sweet times are just gona remain as a memories already, how saddening ah ! Shall take a step at a time for now , just hope everything will eventually goes well in the future.

I'm gona do it in point form today, im just too lazy to update like every single shit. I wana blackshot soon ! ^^

02May :

• Rot at home , blackshot.


• Tiff with parents because of siblings.(Unreasonable)


• Went to loyang point meetup with KristySanrio & JeremyChang.


• Gerald & Sammy came and join us @ blk 247 Seven-Eleven.


• Hsh @ 7pm+

03May :

• Went for breakfast @ Bedok with dad.


• Reporting


• Skiped school, cause school started @ 1.


• Went to loyang secondary to pick KristySanrio from school.


• Met Evelyn , slack alittle.


• Went to Kristy house to wait for her get prepared.


• Bus to Downtown meet WeeWee, Ivan, Jeffery & co .


• Went for movie with kristy & jeremy. " A chinese ghost story. "


• After movie, meet up with ivan & co again including Ryan & Sihao.


• Slack alittle while, Hsh @ 7pm+.

04May :

• Meet up with shanice, jieyun & daniel outside school.


• Went in class like 1hour late.


• Boring lessons as usual.


• Emo lunch-break .


• Class ended @ 2. Took a longer way back home.


• Hsh @ 3pm+

Gona blackshot now, (Y) I miss my boyfriend. Update later !

@4.35pm.

Give me a reason to forget my decision.

I'm putting in the effort and you're not even trying,

i'm like someone trying to fix back a broken mirror.
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Hello readers, Finally a proper post after don't know how many days of neglecting my site. Have been facing so much issue in my life past few days that i could hardly handle it. But thanks to my awesome friends that's always giving advice and ways to deal with it. But i just can't bring myself to do it, ikr. I suck :( Anyway, today's a awesome day with awesome friends, Jayden, Blended & NicoleDarling.

Woke up at 9.30am , went to get prepared and stuff. Jayden came to pick me up from my house downstair, drove to meet Nicoledarling @ her workplace. Jayden treated me 3hours lan ! Awesome right ! I didn't bring any cash out today, ohmygawd! Around 1pm+, drove to don'tknow where to pick blended up then drove to JurongWest to pick boyfriend up and send boyfriend to work @ Iluma. Headed back to NicoleDarling workplace , slack alittle while and waited for NicoleDarling to end work then send NicoleDarling back home to change and stuff.

Had our late lunch @ a mini cafe under NicoleDarling block. Jayden treat , (Y) After lunch, send blended to chruch @ don'tknow where ._. and then headed to serangoon cc to sing ktv. Met DarrenQuek @ cc for alittle while then went back to ktv to sing. Blended came to find us @ serangoon ktv after that. SingSingSing till 8pm+ , drove back to pasir ris area slack alittle while. Jayden & Blended went off first. Slack around with NicoleDarling & Diana Goh, Around 10pm, walk NicoleDarling to her friend house then hsh . ♥ Gona watch ' My ex ' dvd with siblings. :)

Honeymoon period is over, it's fading. I've tried my best and i'm really tired. I missed Eleventh's.