( I just love the way you hug me from the back. )
Hello, i hate myself when i keep thinking of negative stuff and it made me really lost all my confidence. My tears flow down whenever i think about it, because bb is acting as if he doesn't bother about any things. Another thing is, i'd a nightmare about bb doesn't love me anymore. Woke up at 12pm+ , texted luvs then went to prepare and cab to luvs hse at 1pm+. Bb is still sleeping like standard only. So i keep thinking he doesn't want to meet me because he doesn't love me anymore. (Ikr, fuck myself.) K, bb woke up and went to get prepared and cab over to luvs house, :( . And the cab fare is really..epic. $30+. . Cried infront of bb while hearing to song's. Didn't talk to bb at all at the starting, only after when im feeling much better so i spoke to bb. His a sweet talk mother fucker, he made me forget about all the negative thooughts im having. Luvs ride me and bb go rounding , slackslack at prp. Chitchat talk deek. Had a fun time with bb, i like it when bb hug me from the back. (Y) Hahahahahaha! K, so luvs drop us at white sand and then he went home, walk over to downtown east with bb. Went to buy drinks and cotton candy ^^, went to a random blk slack alittle while then walk home with bb. ^^ Reached home around 10pm+, text text with baby like non-stop. . I hate Dota because Dota snatch my boyfriend away from me :@ hehehe. Bb couldn't stop spamming 'i love you' to me , i bet his running out of topic to talk to me thats why. HAHAHA. . Sweet talk mother fucker, i love you. I love you for who you're. I love you because you kept me entertained. I love you because you never failed to make me feel loved by you. I love you because you love me for who i am. I love you for every single things you do.
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