Can't bear to but have to.

I wana be happy too, i really wana smile again, i really wana feel your luv again. But how can i ever feel happy, how can i ever smile with you gona disappear from my life for good. I really dk if i can still feel your luv.. i really dk. Imm really very upset right now. I thought i can walk thru a longer period with you because i know nothing last. But sadly, it just not yet a month & we gotta end everything. I luv you, i really do. I wana to continue but can i ? I really can't bring myself to face you because of those words you said. I really really don't wana this to end, but i really have to bring myself to do it. Because.. i know you deserve much better. You're just too awesome and great for me. I just don't suit you. From the starting i already felt this way. Why didn't i just let it go eariler. Now it's too late really... Im hurt. Hurt so badly. Maybe when you're reading this, you've already decided to let go and never returned, but i just wana let you know. I really luv you even i know you don't.

I want the best for you. Goodbye 11th. Remember, i loved you. (k) Thanks for making me feel so loved this few days. I apperciate it alotalot really. Thanks love. You're great.