"Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you,
but you meant nothing to him."
9th, Sister woke me up @ 1pm+ to accompany her to tm to Supercut to cut her fringe. So went to bathe & stuffs, cab over to tm to have her hair cut. After that, shop for alittle while & then decided to go stalk people ^^v. Went there, was afraid to be seen by him but @ the same time was hoping to see him. (LOL) So, manage to saw him from far with his friends, Not bad ah. A small achievement. Went to hse area 7-11 to meet kristy sanrio & jeremy chang with sister. KristySanrio bring down her new brought camera & took plenty of pix with her camera. Haha :$:$ Sister went home first then JeremyChang went off @ around 7pm+. Continue slacking for alittle while. Hsh around 8+.
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"Should i smile because you're my friend or cry
because that's all we'll ever be?"
because that's all we'll ever be?"
10th, Woke up @ 10.30pm. Was suppose to meet wenjun then go coral tgt, but didn't went again ._. he have to go to ite for his orientation. So, went to theodora precious house slack awhile before heading to coral to meet sist & co. Around 1pm+, bus over to coral. Met sist, darren, jingheng, Nigel then went to a blk to slack. Soon shaun, brother, Sam, Guoyi & etc came. Slack alittle while all spilt. Bus over to triple four meet Jeremychang, Kristysanrio, Ebenezer & Jiawei. Had our lunch there before heading to prp to slack with jeremychang & kristysanrio. It was drizzling & thought no big deal. Slack alittle while, wenjun came over to find me with his electric bike & its raining heavily & his kinda drenched :(:( even thought he had his umberalla ._. So slack alittle while, JeremyChang had to go, Wenjun lent them his umberalla so that they could slowly walk out of prp to take bus. So wenjun was riding me under the rain around prp then went to tamp to collect his pants. Went to a park to dry ourself cause im feeling super duper cold & his so sweet to give me warm tight hug & told me he don't wana me to fall sick. (Heart melted, hehe) So yeah, still feeling cold so he hurried ride back home so that i could dry myself @ his house. Manage to dry my hair but not my cloths, lucky me bring along a extra pant so change over to the pant & he borrowed me one of his cloths (Y)(Y) hurry cab home to bathe before i really fall sick. Hsh around 10+. Around 11+ , webcam with wenjun. Omfg i swear his so fucking cute :\:\
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Tears are dripping,Heart are breaking.
11th, Today woke up to check my ite appeal result & guess what ? It's unsuccessful, fucking shit i swear. Super pissedoff :@:@ Have to wait for april intake already. I want to go school, i want to study, i don't want to work ! :(:( Went to bathe & change then went off to bedok to report as usual. Bus over & then bus back home. Hsh. Now posting, Immm so bored. His shirt His smell. hehehe.
im not suppose to love you, im not suppose to care, im not suppose to live my life hoping you were there. Im not suppose to wonder where you are or what you're doing, but i can't help it, cause im in love with you ♥♥.
@6.10pm.
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