" I lost to myself in my own game "
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Slept around 5am, watching drama. Woke up @ 12pm+ , went to get prepare & stuff. Went down to meet kristysanrio with sister. Slack @ 230 while waiting for jeremychang to come down. Not long, jeremychang came, continue slacking for awhile deciding where to go :\ After deciding, bus to whitesand & train to bugis. Meet up with nicole & damien. Went to bugis street to shop, brought one top. After that headed to have steamboat since jeremychang insist of having it :):) And i spend my last $20 on steamboat ~ Slowly eat, chitchat & joke around. Around 8pm+ , separated with co & accompany sist to topshop to buy her top & then train home. Reached ws , saw reuben & chatted for awhile then bus home. Hsh. I can't get him out of my mind i swear, even when im eating i thinks of him. Fuck. k bai, im mad angry now. I can't stand it, i hate it. Fuck , i feel like screaming @ your face. :@
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I tried, i really did tried not to think about you & forget abt you. But i really can't do it. Every time i wake up, first thing i think of is you, Even when im eating, bathing & doing other stuffs. I just can't stop thinking of you. I keep reminding myself about those horrible words you said to me, but i srsly can't bring myself to hate you. Tell me what to do..
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@11.07pm.
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