Chapter 54.

One of the pix, There's more to upload. But its all in my camera
& im too tired+lazy to do it now.
Shall upload it one shot to fb.

Hello darlings ! Happy new year.

30th, Woke up @ 12pm+ , hurried went to istudent.edu to check my ite courses, Unsuccessfully, cb ! Then fucking pissed off with the website because i wana appeal but keep errorx10. So went to get prepare and headed to bedok hq for reporting as usual ._. , After reporting went to Simei ite to appeal instead, easiler for me also.(hahaha). After appealing, hsh. Went home to change and headed to lp to buy some snacks for picnic, 31th's. After buying the stuff , went back home and teevee all the way !

31th, Woke up @ 10pm+ to get prepare for picnic. After preparing, bus over to white sand with broth & sist to meet AnnaSissydar, Teo, darrenchu, Jingheng, ShaunWong & Jacob. After meetup , bus over to prp area 3 , find a spot and land our butt @ there Johnaton came. Played few games then the boys went to soccer. So sist me & anna was like bored, photo spam walking around prp just to take pix. Hahaha, the boys complain say we ZILIAN :@ Haha, after that zilian-ing, we play with our hair. LOLOL! seriously nothing to do. SamMehChong came after that. Skipskip. After countdown, walk out of prp and spilt cab home. Went to 7-11 slack awhile then hsh with Jacob,Darren,Shaun,Johnaton. They tonning @ our house like nowwwwwwwwwwww. Lol! annoying ._. k. Bai. No mood !

@4:57am (010111's)

Chapter 53.

Hello darlings! Felt so horrible just now. Because i want to but i know i shouldn't.

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Woke up @ 11+, went to prepare and meet theodora & co under my blk. But in the end have to wait for that kristysanrio :@ So theodora & co went to central first & then to safra to wait for us. I swear that sanrio prepare fucking long as if she's going for her wedding dinner ._. so many makeup to put on :@ Rush her to hurryup like annoying only. Hahaha, after that went to 230 and then headed to central buy things then bus over to safra meet Theodora precious, Ebenezer, Weizhi, Jiawei & titus. Didn't pool @ first cause scare off form then kena disturb, like standard only their favourite hobby. After that played two rounds of pool.Then played catching with Safra security guard with kristy&theodora. Like funny. Around 5 cab over to wenjun's house, waited for him under his blk and then he came down to bring us up. Slackslack @ his house till 9pm+. Super fun, joking around,kicking each other, webcam-ing etc. Tsk, wenjun kick like a pain only cb! :@ cannot be gentle towards girls one ! :@:@ Haha, around 9pm+ feeling super horrible i swear, wanting to vomit & bad headache. Having coldsweat & feel like fainting, so hurried cab home. Hsh, bathe had pandol & vomited. Felt better ! :) Now posting.

Day07 - Someone/something that has the biggest impact on you & why ?

Friends! They give me the biggest impact because they makes me worry,happy,sad for them most of the time. I can't afford to lose any of them. They will be there for me whenever im down or what so ever, giving me awesome advice. (I don't really understand this day07 thingy actually. But i hope i answered correctly ._.)

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@11.34PM

Chapter 52.

Awesome.friends.fills.your.life.with.laughter.no.matter.what

Hello darlings! I love my awesome friends!

Didn't update last two days days due to lazyness, like standard only. (hehehe) On the 26th ,stayed @ home and rot. On the 27th, woke up @ 9am+ , changed to my uniform, for the very last time ! Went to Coral Secondary to accompany sister register for sec 1 with family. After that, headed to my school to take my N lvl result and then went to loyang point for lunch. Headed home after that, changed up and stuff then went to meet KristySanrio then walk over to triple four meet ebenezer & meifei then bus over to tamp safra meet ahpui.

Wanted to pool but table all taken :@:@ So rot @ safra for awhile before coming to a decision to go ehub Funky Pool or Kbox. Spilt cab to ehub then decided to go kbox but ebenezer & meifei didn't went as they think its a waste of time. After that, kbox till 7. Fucking expensieve i tell you ! Cheat our feeling say 18++ become $27! :@ Nevermind, went to meet darren,brother & co @ funky pool. Wanted to pool but some of them ain't 16 yet so didn't went to pool. Slack @ Some part of downtown, derick&co came to meet us to get something, can't remember. After that, send ahpui to bus stop.

Then went to basement for dinner. Saw theodora precious & co, Slack talk awhile then walk over to 400+ wanted to meet darren&co but they went home after that. So walked home ! H2h !! Today, 28th, Went to reporting & Fuck. Otw there i realise im wearing slipper but not shoe, so U turn & went home to change. After reporting, went to meet kristy & ahpui @ 7-11. Soon, Gerald, Ebenezer, Meifei & Nicole came. Slack talkcock singsong etc. Effing fun i swear. Meifei & nicole went off after that, continue slacking etc. Hsh around 8. :D Tomorrow pool with theodora precious & co after that maybe meeting wenjie.

Day 06 , A person that changed your life.
If you're talking about this year or maybe currently. Then it will be Jesslyn Ang ! :@ She changed my whole holiday like cb. Her big mouth get me into trouble with CNB thats why im having this whole reporting thingy this holiday, Make me lost my parents trust & freedom. Stupid doggie ! :@

@ 8.54pm

Chapter 51.

this is the cute little kid , im talking about. Seth, My boyfriend!

Hello sweet ! It takes two hands to clap & a hand to end.

Yayness, Im back to singapore like finally after 8days. (hahaha) Went to different part of malaysia in this 8 days. Had fun but it was tiring, i swear. Didn't do much shopping as i expected :( Luckily there's this really really cute small kid kept me entertain during this trip or else i'll be like bored to death. & also mervin with his nonsense. (Hahaha) Shall do it as point form as im seriously lazy to mention bit by bit.

17thDecemeber.
Left home @ 3am to ipoh for about 5-6 hours trip.
Reached ipoh, went to lost world for a swim.
Finish swimming @ 4pm , went to have dinner after that hsh, slept.

18thDecember.
Woke up @ 6.30am for breakfast.
After breakfast, car ride up the mountain for 2hours.
Strawberry farm, All sort of tea farm.
After that, shopping for alittle while, brought nothing.
Hsh, sleep.

19thDecemeber.
Woke up @ 7.30 for breakfast.
Car ride to penang for 4hours, reached penang check in to HardRock hotel.
Reached hotel, it was awesome. Wonderful swimming pool's.
Went up to change and went for water activites like banana boat & etc.
Around 6-7pm, went to bathe then headed for dinner then hsh.

20thDecemeber.

Woke up @ 9am , Book out and change to another hotel , Hotel Royal.

Lunch first before booking in.

Book in, then went to swim awhile.

After swimming, went to gaint beside the hotel with sister & shop.

Then went for dinner, after dinner hsh.

Went to The colours pub with sister,brother&mervin. It was awesome.

After that went back hotel and sleep.

21thDecember.

(can't really remember but its still staying @ Hotel Royal.)

22thDecember.

Woke up @ 7.30am , breakfast.

Car ride about 4hours to genting!

Reach genting, left parents & went our own way with brother,sister&mervin.

Went to pool then movie etc till 12am plus then head back to hotel for rest.

23thDecember.

Woke up @ 8am+ , breakfast @ Old town white coffee.

Then headed to theme park with the usual three.

Played all rides etc.

Dinner @ mushroom farm with families @ 6pm.

After dinner, went back to theme park , playplay till theme park close.
Went for indoor rides etc.

Rot around @ genting till 1-2am, then headed back to room sleep.

24thDecember.

Woke up @ 10am+, book out of hotel. Headed to KL for lunch.

After lunch, Car ride all the way back to singapore .

Hsh @ 5pm +, Bathe everything. Sleep.

25thDecemeber, which is today! MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL! Woke up @ 11pm+ , used computer awhile then went to bathe & get prepare to meet kristyquah!! Headed to triple four meet Ahpui,Eben & meifei. Then around 3pm + headed to centuary square to meet Xiaopang,Gary&Friend. Just to see them work ! :@ K, then went shopping till 7pm +, all left for their own plan. Then left me & sister, accompany xiaopang & co. Talk, slack then hsh. :D

@11.17pm.

Capter 50.

Hello sweet! short & sweet post today.

Went to reporting then headed to central with sister to do express manicure & had a haircut. Will be leaving to malaysia for 1week @ 3am ,17/12. Coming back on the Saturday , 25/12.

AWAY FOR HOLIDAY FOR 1 WEEK.

Chapter 49.

" Holiday isn't a holiday for me this holiday,

A family isn't a family for me this year "

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Hello sweet ! I hate it when im being grounded during holiday.

Haven't been posting for 3days already, Computer break down & im lazy to use laptop to update. Have been watching taiwan drama from evening to next morning. My time is so wrong now. But can't be bother anyway. Im grounded by my parents, fuck! They're making a big fuss over a stupid letter. Couldn't make it to Ebenezer & Derrick chalet, fucking piss off and had a big arguement with both parents. Sweet & Short, mum & dad is bias towards my brother. Have been feeling super emotional this few days @ home. I really need fresh air, i want my freedom back pleaseeeeeeee. Currently using laptop to update, computer is still down.

Day 05 - A list of somewhere you've been.
I've been to Korean,Hongkong,Thailand,Malaysia,China,Taiwan.. can't remember the rest already ._.

@11.54pm

Chapter 48.

Hello sweet ! Im still dreaming , counting my remaining breaths , measuring the depth of my tears.

Didn't post yesterday, (11/12) busy playing auditionsea. Trying to clear my xALIBABA esp 2 story asap. Thanks to normee brother for helping me afew story :D Hehehe, Same rountine, Woke up & Used computer all the way.
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Today, Slept around 6am+ , texting. Woke up @ 3pm+ , washup & had late chickenchop lunch! (hehe) After eating, JacobWong came to our house to find brother. Joke around with this little kid, His so adorable as ever althought its been sometimes since i last spoke to him. He claim his imgrating to malaysia tomrrow, don't know true anot but im just gona miss his cute little dumb face(hahaha). Not long, he went downstair with brother to find shaunwong & co. Continue playing computer, created new asiasoft just to make a new auditionsea character, xPASTRY. I wana have a chiongring couple for this character, and i want it to be a Novice character. Have to finish story esp 1 & 2 for this character & save money for cash items ! Dad brought us new lappy & camera for christmas present (Y) Thanks dad. Currently using new lappy to update blog, sister is using desktop to Audtionsea to clear few story. Im gona snatch back the desktop once i finish updating. Evil Laughs * House blackout just now afew minutes ago, and dad's big fish tank break, and my hall is flood with dirty water. (Not really flood lah, that we can even swim.) - You know why i said this ? because some bendan (hehehe) think i can swim in my house hall cause i used the word 'flood' hahaha! K bai !

Finally , i've been talking to dad & mum today. Haven't been talking to them since five days back.

Day 04 - A habit that you wished you didn't have.

Lazyness !!!!!!!! I can't get things done because im lazy ! I can't learn anything new because im lazy ! Lazyx1000, yes im a super extremely lazy person & i srsly wana get rid of this bad habit of mine. But i can't , Srsly wish i didn't had this habit. :'(

@11.55pm

Chapter 47.

Hello sweet ! I've been roting @ home for a few days already :'(

Slept @ 5am+ as usual, computer/texting. Woke up @ 4pm+ by Junwei's call. Washup . computer all the way till now :\ Webcam with junwei :) Didn't went out for this week , so i didn't touch my 1week allowance , $50. So i spend $42.80 in minute & that is on Prepaid card ._. Hiakhiak. Shall audition later with junwei, that idiot ! :B Did some editing on some screenshot i took @ auditionsea :\ (Not gona do the 30 days challenge/Another awesomeday today)

Chapter 46.

Hello sweet! I can't get my smile off my face ever since i spoke to him.

Slept @ 5am+, texting. Woke up @ 1pm+ and went to washup etc. Fb-ing while waiting for wenjie uncle come to pick me up & go bedok hq reporting with wenjie. Around 3pm+ , went down to meet wenjie then went reporting. After reporting, his uncle send us to wenjie's house. Rot @ his house while he go past some thingy to his friends. While waiting for him to come back home, viwawa. He came back soon, chitchat etc then he send me home by his electric bike. I swear it was scary lah. Then something happen, Hahaha! It was exciting + scary. Anyway, Thanks wenjie for the ride back ! ^^v. Hsh, Wii with siblings , now posting. :D

I was hoping and wishing but now i'm afraid. :'(

`Day 03- Random cartoon i like.

H e l l o k i t t y . I even get a mini- tattoo of a hellokitty ! (Y)

@7.12pm.

Chapter 45.

Hello sweet ! Staying @ home makes me sick.

Slept around 5am+, texting with some idiot's (hehehe) Woke up at 11am+, nua on bed then fall asleep again & woke up at 4pm+. Went to washup and stuff and have my late lunch, computer all the way. Facebook, Msn & watch ' Easy A' on funshion. Viwawa, Wahjong all the way till now. Shit, i guess i've to rot @ home for afew days till mum & dad chill down from the hsa letter thingy :'( I miss Anna Sissydar, KristySanrio & Nicole Hunny so muchie.

- Day 02 - The meaning behind your blogger name.

Love is a serious mental disease.

I don't know how to explain what my blogger name means but i'm just gona explain what i think it is uh! ' Love is a serious mental disease ', it roughly means that everyone would go thru love @ a certain right time. It gives us satisfaction but it also make us suffer & it cause us to suffer serious breakdown @ times :\

Chapter 44.

Hello sweet! I don't owe you a living.

Slept around 5am & then woke up @ 1pm+. Hurried prepare & stuffs , then bus over to bedok hq to report. After reporting, bus back to central to have my hair reborn. Reached central around 4pm+ , reborn hair till 7pm+ then headed to 444 to have my dinner with kristy & huishan. Chitchat etc, then huishan left around 8pm+ then me & kristy talk alot cock. (hehehe) While walking home, joke & pause awhile then take a few step back while laughing. HAHA. Hsh bathe & then now posting.My hair is super flat ! :\

Day 01 - 15 Random facts about yourself

1) I love to make a fool of myself to make my friends around me laugh.

2) I've black hair for holiday.

3) I love shopping but i hate walking too much.

4) I love kristy sanrio.

5) I have a group of lovely friends.

6) I do alot nonsense stuff.

7) I love to drink Pokka IcePeach Tea.

8) I love playing pool.

9) I prefer slipper than shoe.

10) I wear pants more than wearing skirt.

11) I love playing blackjack cause its easy $$.

12) I've to go reporting every T's in a week.

13) I love my mini-tattoo's.

14) I want to have a family of my own @ the age of 22.

15) I Love myself ! :\

@10.11pm

Chapter 43.

Hello sweet! Stupid breakfree.sg/compound make me can't go out.

Home Sour Home for the entire day today, slept my day today on the bed with my eye close. Was suppose to go to cineleisure with brother & sister to meet up with the rest @ Cineleisure. Couldn't meet kristy & anna was feeling really sad about it :( Due to HSA letter was sent to my house, super cockup. Was fine 30$ but was given two option , Complete the online smoking programme or pay fine. Just completed the programme. Nothing much to post about today, to make my post look longer for today's post , im gona do a quiz i saw @ my sister blog.

Name:Sara Lim.
Brother(s): 1
Sister (s): 1
Eye Color: black.
Shoe size: 7 or 8.
Hair: long .
Piercings: 4
Height: 159
What are you wearing right now? Black tee & Fbt.
Where do you live?: Pasirris
Favorite number: 12
Favorite drink: Random.
Favorite month: january ( Cause i can recieve many$$ , heheh)
Favourite breakfast: Bread with egg.

-Have You Ever-
Broken a bone: Yes.
Been in a police car: Yes.
Fallen for a friend: Yes.
Fallen for a guy/girl in a short period of time: Yes.
Swam in the ocean: No.
Fallen asleep in school: Yes.
Broken someone’s heart?: Yes maybe ?
Cried when someone died?: Yes.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Yes
Saved e-mails: Don't get it.
Been cheated on: Yes.

-What-
Your room like: Normal.
What is right beside you?: My brother talking loudy. .
What is the last thing you ate?: Cup noodle, Hot & Spicy favour.

-Ever Had-
Chicken pox: Mum said i haven't got my chickenpox.
Sore throat: Yup.
Stitches: Nope.
Broken nose: Nope.

-Do You-
Believe in love at first sight?: Yes.
Like picnic?: Yes.

-Who-
Did you last yell at: Mum.
Who was the last person you danced with?: Nobody.
Who last made you smile?: KristySanrio.
What are you listening to right now? 你不知道的事
What did you do today?: Rot at home & sleep.
Diamond or pearl?: Diamond.
Are you the oldest?: Yes.
Indoors or outdoors?: Outdoors

-Today did you-
Talk to someone you like?: Yes.
Kiss anyone?: No.
Sing?:Yes.
Talk to an ex?: Yes.
Miss someone?: Super :(
Ate? : Yeah.

-Last person who-
You talked to on the phone?: Xiaopang.

Made you cry? : SeanSean.
Went to the movies with?: Benjamin Wong.
You went to the mall with?: Benjamin Wong.
Who cheered you up?: Can't remember.

-Have you-
Been to Mexico?: no.
Been to USA?: no.

-Random-
Have a crush on someone?: Nope.
What books are you reading right now?: I dont read :)
Best feeling in the world?: Being hug from the back by someone you love.
Future kids names?: Too early to think about it.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: Yes.
What’s under your bed?: Un-used bags.
Favorite sport(s): Noting.
Favorite place?: Anywhere that could joke & chat around with my girlfriends.
Who do you really hate?: Uhhem.
Do you have a job?: Nope !

(Bold what you’ve done)

Graduated High School.
Kissed someone.
Smoked cigarettes.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time without sleep.
Lied to someone.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Taken a college level course.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter..
Gone sking.
Been sailing.
Cut yourself.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Had detention.
Skipped school.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary..
Fired a gun.
Gambled in a casino.
Had a yard sale.
And a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world.
Attempted suicide.
Voted for American/Australian Idol (x factor.)
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have.
Wondered about your sexuality.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Overdosed.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.
Had a hamster.
Petted a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Gone surfing in California.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
Taken pictures with a webcam.
Started a fire..
Had a party while your parents weren’t home..
Gotten caught having a party while they were gone.

APPEARANCE

[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/had braces.
[x] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[ ] I have freckles.

FAMILY

[x] I’ve run away from home.
[x] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I want to adopt someday.
[ ] I’ve had children.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.

SCHOOL/WORK
[x]I’m in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I’ve missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I’ve been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[x]I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I’ve stolen something from my job
[ ] I’ve been fired.

EMBARASSMENT
[x]I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
[x]Disney movies still make me cry.
[x]I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x]I’ve glued my hand to something
[ ] I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I’ve had my trousers rip in public.

HEALTH
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I’ve gotten stitches.
[ ] I’ve broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I’ve sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I’ve had chicken pox.
[x] I have/had asthma.

TRAVELING
[ ] I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Mexico.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ]I’ve been to Japan.
[ ] I’ve Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Africa.

EXPERIENCES
[ ] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] Ive pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ]I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny dipping.
[x] I’ve played spin the bottle.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[x] I’ve been Skiing
[ ] I’ve been in a play.
[x] I’ve met someone in person from the internet.
[ ] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
[ ]I’ve played chicken.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten Sushi.
[x] I’ve been snowboarding.

RELATIONSHIPS
[x] I'm single.
[ ]I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[ ] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced
[ ] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back more than once.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them and didn’t get a clear response.
[x] I’ve felt rejected even if I wasn’t.
[x]I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I’ve loved someone I knew a friend was already in love with.

HONESTY
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[ ] I’ve snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve cheated on a test.
[x] I’ve been suspended from school.

BAD TIMES
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can’t swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I’m depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I’m addicted to self harm
[x]I’ve woken up crying.

DEATH
[x] I’m afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I’ve seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.

MATERIALISM
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x]I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.


RANDOM
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x]I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don’t kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x]I curse regularly.
[x]I sing in the shower.
[]I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I obsess over grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ]I twirl my hair
[ ] I have “x”s in my screen name
[x]I love being neat
[x] I love Spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day
[] I can cook.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red black or blue.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x]I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online a lot, even as an away message.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a roach in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[ ] I’m good at remembering names
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life

Chapter 42.

Hello sweet! I just wish i was good enough.

Saturday (04/12) , Slept @ 4am+ busy texting. Woke up around 9am + , went to get prepare & stuffs. 11am+ , dad came to fetch me to go over tpy meet benjamin & his family to celebrate benjamin's dad birthday :) Met benjamin already, bus over to tpy central meetup with benjamin's parents & had lunch tgt after that shop for benjamin's camp stuff. After that, separated from benjamin's family & headed to bishan , wanted to go for kbox session but last min change to movie. Brought 3.15pm the narnia movie. (Hehehe). Rate it 3.5/5 , Was abit nagging but interesting. After movie, headed back to benjamin's house to meetup with his family again for dinner around their house area. Had wonderful meal with benjamin's family. After that , took a long bus ride to hougang, slack2 then cab home :D

Today , Sunday (05/12) , Slept @ 3am+ have to accompany one idiot text (hehe). Woke up @ 5am+ , prepare & stuff, dad drive to malaysia and meetup with few of his friends & travel around johor i guess. too lazy to elaborate much, Afterall i had fun :D Hsh around 10pm+.

@11.55pm

Chapter 41.

Hello sweet! My throat infection is coming back but its on the right side this time.

Woke up @ 1pm+ , washup and stuff. Around 4pm left home and then bus to parkway kpool meet pongpong to go for the concert @ a primary school. Reached kpool, slack2 with jasmine & pongpong then cab over to sim dr blk 45 meetup with the rest. Then walk over to that primary school, watched the concert then headed to mac with some of their friends. After mac , walk to a LAN @ geylang area, hsh around 10pm +.

Fuck my throat, i don't want to go to the hospital, i don't want to have a throat operation. I don't want anything, i want to be heathy. :(

@11.50pm

Chapter 40.

Hello sweet! I want to pool so badly again :\

Wednesday(01/12) Went to cineleisure with andy & liling, wanted to go and play few rounds of pool but last minutes went to arcade instead, play few machine then tammy came. Window shop alittle while then not long tammy gotta go for work & Parents came over to meet us. Then went to have our lunch and went to fred perry shop & shop for few cloths :D Then went to get a pair of shoe and a teeshirt that says " Daddy's little expensive girl " Hehehe !(Y) Then went to malaysia meetup with parent's friend & then went to eat & then shop alittle while hsh.

Today, Thursday(02/12) Woke up early & headed to bedok hq for reporting as usual. Reach home then get prepare & then headed to kpool @ parkway with Marcus, Andy, Liling, Darren, Tingpoh & Jingheng. Had fun, soon marcus & tingpoh left. Continue playing till 9pm+ cab home. Tomorrow kpool then concert ! :D

@11.54pm.