Hello sweets! It's too late to tell you how much i love you.
Last night, slept late. Due to waiting for that special someone to fall asleep first before going to bed around 6am+. Woke up around 4pm+, Saw something i shouldn't see, Cried running out of my bedroom & mum stop me and question me whats wrong. Told mum about it , then went down to find kristysanrio to make myself forget about all those awful bitchy truths. Had h2h chat etc, then hsh around 9pm. Cried all th way thru the night before fall asleeping.
Since you've write it on your blog, then i guess nothing is gona stop me from writing it here either. You blame for not treating you like a sister past few days & before your birthday the few days. You claim that i told mother about it when i know i wouldn't forgive you. You said you helped me with mum. Alrights, i'll tell you bits by bits, still don't understand feel free to SMS me but not talk to me because i don't wana even speak or look @ you for a spilt second because your face reminds me of him & that ' sweet ' texts you two have been texting. Opps, if my words are abit harsh for you ! :)
1) I didn't treat you like a sister the past few days, i kept walking & forget about you. Hello, and did you ask yourself who are you talking to that time and who are you walking with ? Im the one walking alone infront of you two. & Ohya, you wana be independent what, what's wrong with walking alone? Lonely ? Embarassing that people might thought you got no friends ? Or what ?
2) I didn't treat you like a sister before your birthday the past few days, I got no idea why are you pulling this up and say now but i shall also explain to you just for your information :) We did it on purpose, now im telling you straight in your face. We made presents for you, we act like we're ignoring you, just to see your touched face when you saw the presents we made for you. Get it now ?
3) I told mother about it ? Hello, Can you not cry when you saw what your little sister did behind your back when you trusted her like there's no tomorrow & you rant all your craziness about that guy to ?!?! Com'on lah, i was crying when i ran out of the room & mum stopped me ok. And ask me whats wrong and etc. @ the starting, your name wasn't mention, but mum just don't get the situation that i am in. because i used " Best friend " in the starting of the conversation. Now you get it ? :) Afterall, i still think we handle this by ourself, because i know after this you're gona tell mum " sister write about me" Etc.
4) Wow, you helped me hide some facts from mum. Claps* :) So now you wana take credit from this small incident eh ? Hahaahaha !! You jollywell know more than anyone else how much i helped you when you get into deep shit, I help you clean backside then you one thankyou also never say. Great.
k, i think its my turn now right ? :) You fucking ask yourself how much i loved him, how much i go crazy over him. You fucking ask yourself this fucking two simple questions. How many times have i warn you about not contacting him ? Yayaya, you told me you didn't. But what it turns out to ? You're not just contacting him infact you're having sweet talks with him. Best, You made me rant all my anger on him, now what. He doesn't wana treat me like a best friends already. Thanks LITTLE SISTER. I fucking don't wana continue typing already because all this are getting on my nerve.
@ 11.50pm.
