Chapter 22.

Hello sweets! I'm breaking down, i can't take it anymore.

Slept around 3am and then woke up around 1pm+, went to get prepare and then bus to ehub with babyling meet jirong for awhile. After that, went whitesand to get some stuffs, then headed back to ehub meet kristysanrio. Went to slack @ mac area. Marcus came after that, went to have our lunch @ some new open cafe. Cab over to pasir ris park for shirvey's bbq. Went to pool etc while waiting for alan to come over. Slack2, then headed to mangrove swam , after mangrove swam went to sit down beside a pond area. Chitchat & relax then headed back to downtown for our dinner @ the same cafe then cab over to our house area slack alittle then hsh. Washup, currently posting doing nothing ! Didn't manage to meet nicolebalenciaga today, Imissyouhunny! Tomorrow's a 3D2N chalet ! Gotta charge my energy for tomorrow ! ^^

( Rest.In.Peace )

Guess most of us knew about yesterday's rioting @ downtown east area. Just get to know what exactly happen yesterday from the newspaper today when i got back home . Was feeling super sad for that guy :'( It's such a pity to passaway @ the age of 19 over sucha unnessary riot. Even thought i doesn't know the guy, but i just got this really sad feeling over this. :(

@11.49pm.

Chapter 21.

.我.爱.我.的.女.朋.友's.

Hello sweets! I'm missing my girlfriends so much

Slept around 7am+ in the morning, due to bad headache & i'm srsly missing someone super badly. While awake, did blog stuffs & fb-ing. (hehehe) Woke up around 4pm, Nua for awhile on bed. Washup and stuff , had late lunch. Watch television and currently now posting , doing nothing. Tomorrow's the day i've been looking forward to ! Im so sad today, i overslept & couldn't meet my girlfriends :'( And i love my parents. They lent me their gold necklaces & bracklet. I'm so fucking loving it.

Girlfriends isn't a big thing but it's a million little things. (I.love.my.girlfriend)

@6.45pm

Chapter 20.

I want my friends around me to be happy,

even though H.A.P.P.I.N.E.S.S doesn't apply to me.

(Esp my girlfriends)

Hello sweets ! My bad headache is getting on my nerve :'(

Yesterday(28/10), had my second signature on my greencard already. A bunch of new rules & expectation i've to sign, if i bleach the contract, i'll be charge after 3 warnings. Sighness, i've to dye my hair black already, because it stated on the contract. I couldn't dye my hair for this holiday is already bad enough, now i've to even dye it black, like totally black that kind. :((((( Well shall skip all this cockup things. Stay @ home sleep for the day ! ^^

Today(29/10), Slept around 5am ++ then woke up around 11+ , prepare & stuffs. Headed to kristySanrio house with Babyling first, just to wake her up. !@#$%, NicoleBalenciaga came to meetup us @ 7-11 for our pathetic $2 lunch (hehehe) After that , bus over to whitesand brought sticks then train to orchard & then cab to far east plaza, We took like 1hours to wait for cab. then couldn't take it so called cab (hehe) . Reached FarEast plaza around 4 / 5 ? Shop alittle while, then went to pamper ourself with express manicure/pedicure. (Im so loving my nails now). And got a Hellokitty wallet !! (Y) After that, cab over to Ehub for kbox session with girlfriends. Cab fare was extremely + to the maxium expensieve lah ! Went in to kbox around 8+ , then singsing. Denny came to join us for alittle while, then he went off. Singsingsing, some incident happens (hehehehe, Baby KristySanrio, i like it ~ The way you spilt on yourself) Left kbox @ 1030. For that few hours, each of us have to pay $28+ , Im fucking broke now. After that hsh, bath & currently posting while msning. Tomorrow should i go to escape theme park for halloween ? Or should i just stay @ home ? :'(

• I srsly wana say this, I love my girlfriends too the extreme maxium because they never fails to make me smile & laugh whenever we goes out together. Imma happy girl whenever i'm with them, it seems like all troubles just went away just like this.
• I love them , i cannot lost them. I want to live under the same roftop when we grow up, I want to go thru all ups & downs with them till our hair turns white. I wana share all happiness & sadness with them. I wana go rounding with them when we get our car lic. I wana go oversea with them. I wana travel the whole world/singapore with them. I wana share all my first experience with them.
• We sing every where we go like there's only ourself living in the world, we don't care about what others think about us, and we just acted as ourself thats the reason why i'm so loving my girlfriends because we all can be ourself & goes crazy like some sohai without any worries. Although sometimes there might be some unhappy conflicts occur , but we never fails to overcome it. We do qurrels @ time , but afterwhich we still get back tgt asap.
• Hahaha, it sounds so mushy but it comes srsly from the bottom of my heart. I don't need a boyfriend because all i need its them, i'm contented about my life as long as my life have the three of them , NicoleBalenciaga.KristySanrio.BabylingDiscota.

Every each post from now onwards, im gona post alittle short sweet love letters to each of my dearest girlfriends! (Y) Girlfriends, dont cry because you're too touched ah! (chey! Thickskin me) Hahahaha. & you all know somethings ? Im getting more & more thick skin thanks to kristysanrio influence, Rofl. She & her " Im a cute girl living in a cute little world " / " im so cute " / etc.

Alright, My tagbox's dead. ~

Chapter 19.

Wishing you could see th tears on my face, even if it doesn't makes you return t me.

Hai hunnys ! It's 11.56pm right now. Im feeling super awful & sick right nao !

Had my first signature on my greencard on tuesday(27/10)! Went t report after that lunch @ ehub with parents, shopping etc. Hsh ~ Then went t meet my girlfs t whitesand. Shop around till 10~ hsh.

Today, went t ehub meet jirong with sist, followed nicole came. Jirong & me went for movie, but half way thru movie went out. Then went t meet kristy etc. Slackslack & stuffs lazy t type already. ~ Hsh around 10++ . Goodnight, im going t bed already, bloody tired.

I cried, I can't believe i cried. Crying over a reality that i choosen. Fml.

Chapter 18.

When i needed you th most , you left & never gona return
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Hai hunnys ! It's 11.33pm right nao! Why do i always do things that im gona regret after that ?

Last night conference with vincent & Alvin till super late, watch Piranha dvd too while talking. Talk till 6am + then went t sleep. Woke up around 2pm+ , hurry bathe & prepare. Went t meet kristy with liling under our blk & then bus over t white sand meet Nicole. Saw alex , joel , marcus etc @ white sand. Went t print pictures with girlfs. After that headed t arcade meet marcus & co , slack etc. Then they went off t eunos i think, then we went t library & then saw eleanor & diana studying superhard for their O lvl. Heheheh2. Then had dinner @ library cafe, fucking chor lah !!! Slack @ library chitchat awhile then headed t popular t get some cards & papers for some stuffs !! (Hehehe) Went t library & do our stuffs until library close. Then headed t arcade play few games then went t take bus home. Hsh , bathe & then now posting ! :)

I made a mistake, Im regretting it so much right now. But nothing i can do t rewind everything, all i can do now is give my blessing & wish him all th best. Now i finally know, when i love someone i've t say it out loud before its too late, keeping silent abt it doesn't really give him/myself a advantage. Now i've learnt my mistake, i'll not repeat my mistake. Between giving up or continue chasing pavement, i choosen giving up because i think he deserve better which is th one he currently loving. :)

Chapter 17.

♥ Hai hunnys ! it's 11.48pm right now ! Should i give up or should i continue chasing pavements ?

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Slept late last night, talking on phone etc. Woke up around 2++ then went t bathe etc then meet kristy sanrio with sister under blk. Walk t central collect blogshop stuffs, then walk back t 250 meetup with brother, shaunwong , Nicolas , Jason & jiahong. Poker awhile , Ahboy came soon after, slack etc ~Then ahboy went off followed by brother & co went off. Kristy,sister &myself went t slack on our own. Slack chitchat etc, after that hsh. Bathe, watch tv. Now posting.

Tomorrow kbox or bowling ? hehehe^^

I ♥ KristySanrio + Nicole Balenciaga + BabyLing Discota

Chapter 16.

♥Hai hunnys ! It's 11.28pm right nao ! I'd a conversation with my thoughts just now.

Yesterday (22/10) , Had family day @ Marina bay sand ! Super effing fun with my dearest family members. Woke up @ 10+ , get prepare & then head t marina bay sand t check in before heading t clarke quay t get our stickys :D Hehehe, Brought plenty of them & made preorder for some. After that, had lunch @ some random places dad brought us t, bakkuteh ! :) After that, head t 7-11 t buy some snacks up t th hotel. Soon after, headed t hotel back. Sister, Brother & Father went skypark t swim, while me & mum had a nap while suntening. Haha. Th haste was horrible up there, my gosh ! After that, went t had dinner @ a buffet restraunt @ th hotel, th food doesn't really good but th price was totally "awesome" $80- per person, and all of us didn't ate much !

After eating, went t skypark take a stroll before heading back t th room & have a rest, th view was great :D Not long, headed back t th room, Photo spam etc ! Then sleep ~ Today,(23/10) Woke up, check out then headed home. Reached home & get prepare etc, then head out t meet nicole baby t catch a movie " You again " . Brought th movie ticket already, then headed t Teo's chalet slack etc, Theodora,Huishan & Kristy came t join us some after. Went up t buy for kristy,theodora&Huishan movie tickets too. Then brought our snacks then went t watch th movie, Rate it 10/10 ! It was super awesome plus funny. Hahahaha. After movie, headed back t chalet , poker with co till 10+ , hsh ! Bathe, Currently posting.

I've too much pic to upload, Im too lazy to upload here. Click here photo(s).

Chapter 15.

♥ Hai dears ! It's 11.11pm right nao. I wish for you.

Didn't post last night, because was super tired after work. Hehe2. Yesterday(20/10) , Meet kristy & theodora around 1plus , bus t whitesand t do some stuffs. Then went t Yakun have our lunch, while eating was talking abt job. Kristy mention abt a job that will be held @ tampinese on th day itself. Without hesitation, hurried call th person up & then rush t tampinese mrt meetup with them. Sister came sooon after. Then walk over t tampinese blk 100+. Started selling Nail bather around 4 ? Was super hard @ first, after that easy but tired so gave up. Return th stocks money t th person around 9++ , Earn about $9 -.- . Slack awhile , hsh !

But mine is on th index finger ! :'(

Today, slept till 12+ , washup & stuffs. Lunch , computer then went t meet kristy&Gerald with sister @ 7-11! Slackslack etc. Move t playground around 7+ , Nicole , Natelie & Aloy came sooon. Followed by Theodora,Ebenezer,Dillon,Jiawei & Derrick. Slackslack etc. Hsh.

I dislocated my finger while playing @ th playground, it hurts so much right now that i could hardly move my finger nicely :'(

Chapter 14.

♥ Hai hunnys ! Gona post abt hellokitty for today's post ! hehe2 & a short post abt todays rountine !

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Woke up @ 2pm + > Bathe > Dvd > Lp with kristy > Meet nicole @ 250 > Walk t 232 meet abel & sist > Slacks etc > Hsh @ 9.

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I ♥ HelloKitty !

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Hellokitty is born on th 1st of november and she lives in london, englang with her parents & her twin sister , mimmy. They have lots of friends at school with whom they share many adventures. Her hobbies include travelling, music, reading, eating yummy cookies her sister mimmy bakes, anmd best of all making new friends.

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As hellokitty always says,
"You can never have too many friends"

Chapter 14.

Im sorry for everything.

♥ Hai hunnys ! It's 11.30pm right nao! Mum's nagging me abt how often i go out. Fml. It's holiday, Com`on ! ^^

Sorry for th lack of updates,I dont have th mood t blog this few days :( & Im lacking of pictures. Shall Sweet & short post for past few days if i can still remember ^^

Thursday(14/10) Kbox with co until 10+ hsh.
Friday(15/10) Triple four > 200+ Slack until 10+ > Plan for saturday's outing.
Saturday(16/10) Plan cancelled. Went t escape theme park with Nicole,Derrick & sist till 7+, Get many soft toys thanks t diana goh! > Dinner > Hsh.
Sunday(17/10) Hsh , dvd.

Monday(18/10) Finally, Wildwildwet with my sweet ladies, Nicole,Kristy,Liling + Derick. Swim and play like there's no tomorrow. Saw celestial working as life guard siolczx. Hahaha. K , swim till 6++ , Bathe etc. Dinner @ Kfc. Then walk over t 418 meet co slack, blackjackblackjack ! Almost lost $16 t gerald, fml ! :'( But lucks on me, hehehehehe ^^ After that walk home, hsh. Bathe etc , Currently posting, msning with kristy & scratching myself like a monkey -.-

Without Fails, After wildwildwet , i'll be like a monkey :( &&&&& I wana touchup my inks. :'( Its fading, fml. Tomorrow gym ! ^^ Friday family day @Marina bay sand hotel! Should i move t tumblr or onsugar? :(

I ♥ Kristy Sanrio .

(She force me t post abt her)

Chapter 13.

♥ Hai hunnys ! It's 6.34pm right nao !! Im so down recently.

I apologise for not posting yesterday due t my lazyness. hehe2. Yesterday, 12Oct. Woke up @ around 11amplus, prepare & stuffs. Went t meet kristybaby under blk with sist. After that, went t buy breezer. Then bus over t whitesand meet dillon,ebenezer&jiawei @ whitesand mac. Slack2 while waiting for diana & co come. Sooon @ around 2+ , Train over t somerset. Eleanor met us on th train. Reached somerset, walk around chitchat etc. Went t food republic eat, soon after, left eben & co. Me,kristy & sist cab over t whitesand meet friends. slackslack, then nicole came sooon. Went t chalet slack ,chitchat ~ Then cab home. :)

Today, woke up @ 12+ ? Then textextext. then went t bathe & prepare, went down t meet kristy & co. Slack2 , chitchat etc. Home, now posting. Tomorrow Kbox !? ^^

Chapter 12.

♥Hai dears! It's 11.02am right now! Really fedup with my life.

Woke up @ 10am+, Went t prepare & stuffs. Walk over t central with sist t have my hair done. My sist reborn her hair, while i perm my hair tempo first, try out try out. Sooon , kristy baby came over t find me after her papers. Not long, my hair was done . Find it pretty weird @ first, so didn't really care since its just tempo only. Then went t accompany kristy for her lunch @ triplefour. Saw dillon, slackslack. Nicole & reuben came sooon after. Went t blk 100+ slack awhile, Ebenezer,theodora & Eleanor came. then some funny incident happen. Hehehe2. Walk over t my hse area , went home & change etc. Then dillon went off t triplefour first. Then me,kristy&Theodora went t kbox t accompany me sing my heart out. Singsingsing. Then get t know one awesome kbox guy !! :D He help us extent our kbox session & treat us drinks. Hehehe2. Thanks denny. End kbox around 9+ , went t just acia eat dinner, then cab home, bathe. Now posting. i kinda like it when my hair is perm ! Hehehee2.

Tomorrow town with co.

> Jesslyn, Hope t see you sooon ~ :D

Chapter 11.

♥Hai hunnys! It's 11.11pm right nao! I wish there's someone here for me right now.

Woke up @ 9++ . Spam text t nicolehunny & kristybaby asking them t wake up. Hehehe2, evil me! Went t prepare & stuffs. Kind-hearted kristy accompany me t central make payment for my blogshop stuffs. After that, went t central brought some stuffs then went over t kristy hse area slack. Sooon Junhao, Nicole & Theodora came. Slackslack talk cock while waiting for dearest kristy t go & change. After that, went t 711, had maggie mee for lunch. Hehee2. Ahboy came sooon. Cab over t farmway prawning. All th long was having chitchat session with theodora precious , while th rest went t prawn.

Sooon, Marcus tang,Alan & darren came. Then chitchat awhile, then cab t ehub intending t meet geraldchew , ebenezer & jiawei @ there. But they went t white sand already. So we went t justacia t have our dinner, like a standard only !! After that, Walk around then went in t escape theme park, they brought per rides ticket, while i brought th nebo $7++ ticket, because its more worth it ! Went t haunted house first, after that th rest went t Gokart, while me & nicole waiting for ebenezer,gerald,jiawei& derick t come over. Not long , they came. Had prirate ship all th way. Hehehe, got free rides too ! ^^ After that, waited for th rest t play finish their gokart, they still havent play ! They wasted few tickets due t escape theme park closed already. Went t ehub , arcade . walk around then decided t take neoprint. Hahaha. Fucking epic. After taking, Huishan came. Walk around, talktalk. Then cab over t triple four slack awhile. Then all seperated, left me , marcus , theodora & junhao. Slack awhile then walk home, bathe & now posting & also currently msning with yiting and etc ! Hehehe.

MORE TAG PWESH !

Chapter 10.

♥ Hai ! It's 3.09pm right nao. Im feeling super upset & stress now.

Was intending t go out with kristy baby t random places in th morning, but i overslept ! :( Shit, woke up @ 12 + near 1, then mum told me that i've t report t bedok hq @ 7pm t get my report. Walao, spoil mood y'know. So went t have lunch & bathe etc. Currently posting. Not going out today , gona go t hq later. :'( Changed my blogskins too !

> why do you even have t appear again?

Edited.
♥ Hai hunnys! its 11.09pm right nao ! I finally get back my police report.

Went down t slack for alittle while @ around 5pm, meet kristy hunny & Nicole baby ! Chitchat awhile. Went home , t prepare t go off t bedok hq get my report. My report was, they give me a second warning but i'll be losing some of my freedom like , No dying of hair , Reporting t bedok hq every tuesday and thursday for a year , Proper attitre etcetc. Ah, fml alot i swear. Left hq , mum & dad kept nagging , ohgod -.- Accompany parents t eat steamboat with their friendsczx. After that, was kinda pissed over some things. Shall not be mention here. Around 9 plus, home sweet home, bathe & then now posting. ^^v

I wana dye my hair, I planned everything already. Getting my hair dyed & reborn on th sunday. And now, look like i dont even have t think abt it. I also wana get my manicure done on sunday too ! Sighhs. Guess i've t endure for 1year uh :(

> Jesslyn, Ain't you happy right nao ? Looking @ th state im in now. Hahaha, thanks much lei !!!!! Fuck you in your face. Thanks for getting me in all this shit. I guess you didn't kena anything ah ? Maybe just fucking warning. And then i get drag down by you & i have t face th consequences of your doing. Fyl .

• @~Xiiaowei > Chey what chey ! Hehehe2.
• @10th'sQimin; > Hai sissy ! Thanks.
• @Joyce-ster > Hai dear, Missyou too !
• @EvelynScreams > thanks.
• @JowayneC > Oh, Hai. :D

Chapter 9.

♥ Hai hunny's ! it's 11.11pm right nao! Sorry for th lack of updates due t lazyness + tired. I'll be active on facebook instead, Sorry if i didn't post for any days ! Will promise myself t post every single day !

Have been studying for my N lvl for th past few days. & finally, N lvl ended already. Happy go lucky eh !! I wont be posting about th last few days, cause its th same rountine, Out t study etc ^^. N lvl's paper was soso, hopehopehope i'll be able t pass with rainbow colours uh !

Today's th last paper, Yayness ! Hello holiday, Goodbye School ~ Went home @ around 10am + , bathe & prepare. Went t meet marcus & then kristy @ 711. Shannan came sooon, Marcus left sooon. slackslack. then accompany kristy go whitesand change money. After that , bus t downtown. Accompany kristy eat her lunch @ justacia after that went t find theodora precious & co. Left theodora & co, kristy & me go walkwalk talkcock. Then nicolehunny came !! (Y) walk around, went t chalet sit down chitchat. Marcus came followed by theodora & hassan :D Slackkkkkkkkk, then went movie with kristy & nicole. While marcus & theodora go makan then they went home. Went out of movie half way, so boring lah fuck.

After that, nicole left. Kristy & me walk around , dinnner @ kopitiam then bus over t 444 meet ebenezer & dillon ~ Soooon, went under some random blk meet Rebecca , Slackslack & stuffs. Accompany kristy buy her prepaid & panadol. Then walk home, bathe , tv , now posting.

Chapter 8.

Never gona forget th great time with my beloved 4a1's

♥ Hai hunnys ! It's 3.57pm right nao! Last day of normal school ~

School's fine like usual. Went t counciling room again, hahaa ^^ ! Skipskip. After school, lepak awhile then cab home with dora precious & Marcus. Reached home, bathe & prepare. Went down t lepak with kristybaby. Slack talkcock singsong. Just reached home ! :D Im feeling super sad right nao, im gona miss th times with my classmates :'( Screaming,banging,qurreling , laughing, joking, chatting etc :( Im smiling because i dont have t attend school for months, Im sad because i wont be able t sit in a classroom of 4a1.

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"Saying goodbye to your loved one, be it a friend or a family member, is one of the most difficult tasks in the world. How much we wish otherwise, there are certain people who will go away from our life, sometimes to come back and sometimes forever. "

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> ♥ 4a1's , Time has come, we are going to say goodbye. Its so heartbreaking :'( But its alright, i believe we'll meet again somedays at anywhere. All th best for your N lvl's 4a1 ~ we gotta stay in contact ah !